I have been trying to figure out why something I view as an outlet, where I ramble and make sense of my world has not been calling me.
I don't have inspirations of being the next big blogger. I am not looking to make this my next career, but I like it. I like when people read what I write. I like when people comment on my posts.
I write about me.
I write about my family but also about what makes me a whole person on my own.
I run, I cook, I entertain, I like good food, I like adult beverages, I like my independence.
All the things that make me, that keep me balanced, that remind me of who I am inside this life are on hold.
It is frustrating. It sucks. I am over it.
But I am not sitting with a dark cloud above me. I know my life is good, I know that it could be so much worse.
I am just distracted from my life, without all the usual distractions I enjoy.
I am off centered but I am here.
elena
i can understand that. i often have times of being off centered. it always comes back and i am usually better for it. we all have to adjust sometimes and it may not always make sense but go with it. sometimes this is needed to move forward and to see what really matters to you and give you some clarity. it can help you look at the bright side of life. but i agree it can be no fun at the time. Happy Thoughts!
ReplyDeleteIt's not just you, Elena. I've been out-of-sorts for days now, especially in regard to writing. Heck, with everything, in fact!
ReplyDeleteMaybe it's the change of seasons and all the holiday fuss ahead, the ending of another year...it's definitely something.
Sometimes, we need to step back and take a personal inventory, put important things in their place and gain some new perspective.
I'm here, too; at least my body is...:)))
I feel your pain. I often feel uncentered, and I've found the best thing for it is to not fight it. Just hang in there and one way or another things will sorts themselves out x
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