I have been trying to figure out why something I view as an outlet, where I ramble and make sense of my world has not been calling me.
I don't have inspirations of being the next big blogger. I am not looking to make this my next career, but I like it. I like when people read what I write. I like when people comment on my posts.
I write about me.
I write about my family but also about what makes me a whole person on my own.
I run, I cook, I entertain, I like good food, I like adult beverages, I like my independence.
All the things that make me, that keep me balanced, that remind me of who I am inside this life are on hold.
It is frustrating. It sucks. I am over it.
But I am not sitting with a dark cloud above me. I know my life is good, I know that it could be so much worse.
I am just distracted from my life, without all the usual distractions I enjoy.
I am off centered but I am here.