Sunday, September 11, 2011


I have been trying to figure out why something I view as an outlet, where I ramble and make sense of my world has not been calling me.

I don't have inspirations of being the next big blogger.  I am not looking to make this my next career, but I like it.  I like when people read what I write.  I like when people comment on my posts.

I write about me.

I write about my family but also about what makes me a whole person on my own. 

I run, I cook, I entertain, I like good food, I like adult beverages, I like my independence.

All the things that make me, that keep me balanced, that remind me of who I am inside this life are on hold. 

It is frustrating.  It sucks. I am over it.

But I am not sitting with a dark cloud above me.  I know my life is good, I know that it could be so much worse. 

I am just distracted from my life, without all the usual distractions I enjoy.

I am off centered but I am here.